Dear aggy

i hate it when i get tongue tied whenever a question is posted to me.
it makes me feel so stupid.
it doesnt help that i have an attention span of a goldfish and the reflex of a sloth
another 30 seconds would have done the trick i swear.
once again, i step out feeling insignificant and helpless.

on a better note,
deg year 3s are the hockey champs 2010!!
and i am so proud of myself for scoring 2 out of the 3 goals that were scored through the entire evening
hcokey 101 from kumar, faz and fai actually worked!
yay me!

but i still feel stupid every tuesdays and thursdays.
fml

Join your eyes, bow your hands and close your head.

I thought i should waste some time here just to feel more in control of my life.
i never thought that i would say this but 24 hours just aint enought anymore.
Work is pilling up an invisible weight on my shoulders and i sure hope i bench it like i do in the gym.
okay.. that was such a weird analogy but it'll do fine for the weary eyed girl sitting in front of this rectangular screen right now.


I get a sense that Dr Bala is afraid that i am not learning in class cause vocality = learning.
I guess this is the classic case where silence is not all that golden.
I am beginning to think i have selective mutism like Kutrapali from the big bang theory.
Get me some alcohol.
Note to self: Down some beer/vodka/whisky/jolly shandy before physio.
Im sure that will get me talking- hence learning.

Hell knows no fury like a woman scorned

i cant phantom the thought of pushing another person into the water in order to buoy myself from drowning.
I would never do that to anyone, let alone a friend(s).(or 120 other ppl)
AMX my ass.

Collide

On the contrary,
I feel like the world is our oyster and the possibilities are endless for people our age.
But why does it seem like we had so much more fun when we were younger?
Note younger and not young.

a week too late. but i say better late then never!

here's to my dearest little brother for completing his first 3 months of basic military training for his national service!
way to go!
my conclusion is that they really make a man out of you.
Boys who walked in 3 months ago come out looking like real man.
For his batch of recruits, their POP was held at the marina bay floating platform for the first time and the turn out was huge..
Personally, i am not a morning person at all and the ceremony was held so god damn early i felt like i was sleep walking my way to the bay.
We were actually there before 7am!!
Putting the fact that i was sleep deprived aside, i was actually very glad to be there to witness a rite of passage that my brother had to go through and i felt so proud of him!
Another reason was that the show was spectacular.
Dont get me wrong, the show i was referring to was happening at the stands. The POP was actually quite boring and the sun was searing us so badly that i wanted it to be over asap!!
My parents, Daphane and I were lucky to get one of the front row seats because we got there relatively early and we thought we were gonna get a good view of my brother in all his glory.
But this is where the show begins, ppl at the back were flocking to the front and standing at the railings to catch a better glimpse of there army boys creating this human wall that .... the view of the ppl sitting in their sits in front.(including us)
Of course the ppl in front started complaining to the soldier ushers in front but sadly, could not control the crowd and things started getting really ugly.
This women who was clad in very classy black dress took a piece of card/paper and started throwing them at the ppl sitting in front.
Like literally taking aim and firing at random ppl. Can you imagine how appaled i was?
At that moment, i really thought that she was "THE ugly singapore" personified, alive and breathing in front of me.
People started shouting at the crowd that was blocking us and more ppl joined in the fun and added to the chior of curses making the whole situation very uncomfortable.
My conclusion on this whole fiasco is that that soldiers should just stick to defending the country as they really did not do a very good job at crowd control.
I say if they had done a better job at making sure that ppl sat in their sits, this whole situation would not even have taken place.

So once again, congratulations my dear brother!
Maybe they should come up with a jingle to remind ppl to be nice at the POP next year.
I say Justin Bieber would make a pretty good candidate for the singer.
Bieber blast!

Forget you

This song has got to be one of my top 5 groove to songs of all time.
a little history about this song.
I heard it on the radio on fine day but i didnt get the title, so i called it the "funky black song"
Feeling really desperate, I went around asking ppl, do you know the title of the funky black song that is playing on radio now?
I even googled "the funky black song" but to no avail.(like duh?)
But they say patience pays off, and i finally heard it again 2 weeks later on the radio and i made sure i got the title.
Now i cant get it off my head.
And i managed to get Aloy hooked onto the song too!
I guess that is actually the greatest satisfaction right? Convincing someone else to appreciate something you do too.
I really get a kick doing that.

This song is called Forget you, by Ceelo Green
Forget you is actually the radio edit version of the song
The original version is called "Fuck you" which kinda makes more sense if you take a look at the lyrics.
Anyhow, this song is mega love!!
Official Music Video for the original version!