born of a vision

for all the meridians that had to run into school every morning because you are perennially late
this is for you
be glad that you could still run in from the side gate then.
touche.

something is really wrong when...

you start out with the intention of cooking pancakes
but end up with roti prata.

why?
Betty crocker, you have failed me.
This aint no pancake mix
Its freaking prata mix!

I heart NY xoxo!happy birthday! happy bee!

25th dec!!
i love you mummy.
it'll be a very merry christmas.
we know you cant resist the shopping anyway.
So..... Just confirm NOW.

cross fingers cross fingers cross fingers cross fingers cross fingers cross fingers cross fingers
seven times for good luck:p
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Happy 20th birthday PeiSHIT Tan!!
almost missed a month again
haha
wished you 1 month earlier 2 years ago
wanted to wish you 1 month later this year!!
anyway,
you know i love you so much. heh
just very bad with memory
May you stay as fair as ever! the aneamic look is back in trend now that new moon is starting soon.
may your ah pui continue to lose more weight
and please hurry up finish exams so that we can meet up soon!
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went out to shop with the PPGs today
PPGs are finally exam free
yay!
its down to mojo jojo on thursday
hang in there!!
the damage done to our wallets is HUGE- as usual
melala bought a pair of shoes- as usual
we forever 21ed- as usual
i spent the most at f21- as usual
the person who wanted to save money ended up spending the most- as usual(jeanetic toes)
cannot decide which one to buy, just buy both!- as usual
we played crappy games like turning ur last phrase into a song- as usual
it was great having a girls day out
we should do this more often but lets avoid the malls


we are all happy bees
buzz out.

Giddy up jingle horse pick up your feet

i think my body clock hasn't adjusted back to my pre examinations schedule yet
so im feeling pretty insomnic right now
on a normal exam week,
i would be sleeping around 5 am and waking around 9 am
so glad that's gone with the wind

Anyway,
since reaching home(all hail the aircon and comfy bed!!), my playlists of christmas songs have been on heavy rotation
i am officially in the jolly'ol christmasy mood
I think that listening to christmas songs just makes me wanna do two things

1. go shop for presents
2. look into the mirror, lip sync and dance along to the song

before you burst out laughing
i am warning you.
dont judge me here
everyone stares at the mirror and sings to themselve sometimes.
I cant help it cause the songs make me feel so happy.
My favourite song for now is Jingle bells rock!
The song is so fun and catchy and just makes you wanna sing and dance along to it.
I dunno if you share the same sentiments as i do
but i think the jingly sound that is present in most if not all the christmas songs is THE jolly factor
That sound
That metal "jing jing" sound just makes you wanna dance
Go have a listen and see if you get what i mean!!

Just a random thought,
it is really funny to see how people around me react to my occasional "bitch fits"
while some choose to ignore and let me snap out of it myself
others become super nice and encouraging
either way, i appreciate them alot.
I know it's in me- somewhere.
Have a little faith in me.
I'll get it right.

p.s: i've got nothing to p.s today.

edit/
p.s: marcus and mei mei! good luck for ur exams:))
i knew it! i always have something to p.s abt.

out with the books. in with the fun!

meet your doom damn books
you'll be the fire starter for the bbq on sunday at shaun's house!!

General physiology

May god have mercy on me
Amen.

royal rumble

royal rumble of my stomach that is.
tim tam overdose
the rich chocolate fudge covered confectionery was my only source of nutrition the entire day
the first piece i took, i felt like i was in heaven
the second one, still yummy
by the end of the tray, i wish to taste choclates no more for an entire week

after the super unproductive day of studying
i went back hall,
dropped my baggage and took a damn long walk to hall 9 in hope of finally getting some decent food
not that the food at hall 9 is decent, but it beats tim tam
walked all the way there only to realise all the stalls are closed.
so.....
SARAH!
i stole your cup noodles!
will return you one, i promise.
Please forgive me.
I cant help it cause i was really hungry
but...
the cup noodles very nice arh...
i shall buy this brand the next time
hahah

so i tore the package,
cut the soup base and condiments and poured it all into the cup
there was this small packet of sesame oil which i dun wanna use my scissors too cut cause its too oily and i dont wanna wash my scissors
so i thought i'll take it to the pantry and rip it open before dumping the hot water in.
but after walking to the pantry, i realised i was carrying the scissors and i had placed the pack of sesame oil into my drawer instead.
very smart jacq, way to go!

weiheng: every issue on this planet is relative, you may think it's minor but to others, it its HUGE
i really understood every single word although it was put into a very vague context.
thankew jedi master
theory of relativity for all the physics peeps

table mountain-south africa

i am a vision, and i can see clearly

4-3=???

NUMERO UNO!!
1
satu
yi.
thats all the variations of 1 that i know.
and i am too lazy to google it

You dont know how sick i am of writing essays.
Its essays after essays after assays.
My phalanges are hurting from the constant rushing and stress from writing all the 25marks long answer with each passing paper that i take
But....
just one more baby!
hang in there!

For dearies like Marcus, Mei mei, Kas, Wee lin, Yanner and Pei Shit
i really know what you guys are going through right now,
AND ALL OF YOU DESERVE IT CAUSE I WENT THROUGH THE EXACT SAME SHIT!!
chillax.... kidding!!
just hang in there and we can all go chill after that yeah??:))

I think i really need to get out of this place
This place- meaning Singapore the little red dot.
I have began to notice this trend that has been going on in the recent years of my life.
Its like a natural instinct or something.
The urge to get out of the country is strong within me whenever the holidays arrive.
Its is an adult thing to do?
Or perhaps i am just nomadic in nature(that is only duriing the holidays)
Anyway, whatever it is i am determined, bent, ascertain that i will go on a well deserved holiday like usual
So i have decided

Nicole Teo Ping!!!
I am so coming down under to look for you!


Can i stay for like 3 weeks or something?
Yay to free lodging!!
No need to pay for hotel, air ticket settled by parents.
Which means that the all useful resuorce my pay can go to......
SHOPPING!!!!

I think i wanna spend christmas and new year in Australia or a foreign land just like last year!!
Marcus... Are you with me????
CALL ME BABY.
but after ur exams, so we can plan our summer escapade!!(cause its summer down under)

when can we go out in full numbers again?



girls.
meet me soon? except for the one havocing in canada.
you suck.

I really dread closing this window beacuse it would mean i have to open my biology notes again
and i have this bad habbit of falling asleep when i see bio notes.
i shit you not

Strike 1!


Strike 2!


Strike 3! yourre out!



All pictures courtesy of my wonderful bio buddies
I love basking in all my unglamness
cause unglam is the new glam
you can quote me on that one.

anyway.. this is truly random..
but i hate it when i click on someone's blog and some music automatically plays and scares the shit out of me cause my speakers are turned to the maximum.
can we at least have the option of clicking play??
its damn irritating getting shocked all the time.
hah.

I shall now try to flip open my biology notzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

just before i go meet my doom

parody of bad romance.
hilarious!!



wish me luck!

beautiful things to distract me from the pain that i am going through right now







i wish i was on a kayak with dan carter
with adam van koeverden racing beside me
and my pet bonobo chimp is helping me paddle the boat
and with our powers combined we miraculously win the race!

i am so not making sense anymore
can sports psych exaplain this then?
some theory you can cite perhaps?
wordy piece of shit.
i am going
nucking futs

p.s: ioehthyaadhtaraigbyusootubdycueabgnigoobyusel lwaotudtnniemisaduertnsiotandemiawnysetawph

Screw the world!

screw sports psych
screw the snails
screw the plants
screw studying

nah.
because i am a scardy cat
so i'm still studying
heh.

someone told me today that i look like im 26!!
good golly god.
really?
screw you too, for thinking wrong!
but really???
boo!

this is.... so not it

one word.
unimpressed.
wanted so much to leave so halfway through the movie.
lovin all his jackets though
and i think mj's hands are way out of proportion compared to his thin frail frame.
anyone noticed??
his hands are HUGE
and one of the backup vocalist i think,
shares the same nose surgeon as mj.


that's one sharp nose for a black man.
just a thought.
i think i need rhinoplasty too.
ive got a button for my nose.
thats prolly everything that is interesting about This is it.
So not it....

i am totally adding tom yum to my official list of favourite food
the spicy, tangy taste just make my mouth salivate and toungue tingle.
ANd the best part about tom yum is that it goes well with pratically anything
Tom yum soup
Tom yum ban main
Tom yum seaweed
Tom yum instant noodles
feel like having a bowl now already.
Actually, come to think of it, there is no official list yet
So tom yum is no. 1!

p.s: when you turned the corner just now...

zen.

after the rain,
you get the rain-bow.

wished it never did rain,
for now i am drenched in my own tears
so give me some time as i wait for the sun
and when i am dry,
then we can go have some fun


p.s:i just learnt how to delete comments!!
so, comment away cause its going in the trash if i think its crap- you know who i am talking abt "mystery man+obasan".
cause i just deleted both of your crappy comments!!
unnecessary stuff are best left unspoken-period.

Apparently

Quote: "We all know that Roger federer is all you care about. Real or fake"

When all you have to say is no
When you read in between the lines
When it is totally unnecessary
When the words pierce you like a knife

You... blog about it.

how about it?

you and me could write a bad romance.
love this new unreleased song
all hail lady gaga



Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-roma-ma!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance

Ba-rah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-roma-ma!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance

I want your ugly
I want your disease
I want your everything
As long as its free
I want your love
(Love-love-love I want your love)

I want your drama
The touch of your hand
I want your leather-studded kiss in the sand
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love
(Love-love-love I want your love)

You know that I want you
And you know that I need you
I want it bad, your bad romance

I want your love and
I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
(Oh-oh-oh-oooh!)
I want your love and
All your lovers' revenge
You and me could write a bad romance

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-roma-ma!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance

I want your horror
I want your design
Cause youre a criminal
As long as your mine
I want your love
(Love-love-love I want your love)

I want your psycho
Your vertigo stick
Want you in my rear window
Baby, you're sick
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love
(Love-love-love I want your love)

You know that I want you
('Cause I'm a free bitch baby!)
And you know that I need you
I want a bad, bad romance

I want your love and
I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
(Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!)
I want your love and
All your lovers' revenge
You and me could write a bad romance

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-roma-ma!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-roma-ma!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance

Walk walk fashion baby
Work it
Move that bitch crazy

Walk walk fashion baby
Work it
Move that bitch crazy

Walk walk fashion baby
Work it
Move that bitch crazy

Walk walk passion baby
Work it
I'm a free bitch baby

I want your lovin'
I want your revenge
I want your love
I dont wanna be friends

J'veux ton amour
Et je veux ton revenge
J'veux ton amour
I dont wanna be friends
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
I dont wanna be friends
Caught in a bad romance
I dont wanna be friends
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Want your bad romance
Caught in a bad romance
Want your bad romance!

I want your love and
I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
I want your love and
All your lovers' revenge
You and me could write a bad romance

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Want your bad romance
Caught in a bad romance
Want your bad romance

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Want your bad romance
Caught in a bad romance

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-roma-ma!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance

i feel like such an insomniac

cant get to sleep cause the song fireflies is still ringing in my head
someone is gonna say "I told you so!"
but....
its such an nice song!
I found some old canoeing results on the web!!
this was the year i got gold in my k1 500m and k1 1000m race:)))
hmmm...
makes me wonnder if i can ever paddle this well again.
casting self doubt aside.
I know i can!

Heats


Semi Finals


Finals

Planet earth turns slowly

alone.
again.

It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
Cause everything is never as it seems