Sunday, July 18, 2010

my mind is drawing a blank

I'm sitting at my desk trying to do my weekly reflections and if u're no idiot you'll probably already know that i am drawing a blank
its probably due to the fact that i was absent on thurs and fri and from mon to wed i was feeling too sick to observe my surroundings
i guess i am not really good at hiding my feelings cause my face usually tells it all.
Pls dont tell my face any secrets because it so can't keep one
My CT on wednesday asked me: eh, why do u look so sian and pissed off?
It was that obvious.
But you cant blame me.
I was coughing my entire GI tract out through my mouth and my tonsils felt so swollen it was chocking my airway making breathing a chore.

Surprisingly, i was reading the newspaper on friday and learnt of the poor man that got crushed by the crane on the upper deck of a bus.
What is saddening to know is that he is survived by a family of 7? who relies on him as the sole breadwinner of the household.
Apparently he was on the show RenovAID where they help families in really bad situation with their house and try to provide them with a better living enviroment.

Isn't it funny how life works?
What are the odds that the man who got killed by the crane happens to be someone who really needs to be alive to provide for his entire family
How on earth did one of our veteran althele Mr Tan Eng Yoon a sprinter got knocked down by a car when he is famous for running damn fast??
If you've got the time, i can name so many more.
The very young and successful girl in the mumbai terrorism?
The RJ triathele that died after a race?
I am always flabbergasted by these ironic situations and start to wonder if there really is a big man up there because odds like these dont even happen in casino royale.
Anyway, if this were my reflections, i would've filled up the page quite effortlessly.
But this isn't.
So i am still drawing a blank



p.s: i wish i could control time right now cause i would foward it to week 5!

it was great seeing you again, not that you know.

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