It's not right but its okay.

i just wished i had the chance to do more.

Try.

Gratification like no others.
I'm glad it happened when it really mattered.
I'm falling deeper and deeper into your spell each day.

She, she ain't real.

i heard that you settled down,
that you found a girl and you're married now.

School of hard knocks

I learnt that
If rumor has it.............
it's probably true.
Friendship and trust ain't worth no nothing anymore.
What's going on?

Stranger, ive known you for so long

Like i was gonna buy any of that

Not a drive by-y-y-y-y

hefty bag to hold my-y-y-y love <3

start

want to
need to
have to
got to
will do

if i had done smt more
would it have been me instead?
guess we'll never know

what more can i do?

I just want you for my own
More than you can ever know
.

little more tact

here's the imaginary knife you just stabbed me in the face with
you are holding it by the blade FYI.

more ways than one

strengthless

A gut feeling

Someone needs to do something about this
Im going on a diet
NAO!!
(or maybe my hooker can try not to pull my already skin tight shirt up and my flank pull my thights down?)
jas saying-pun totally intended.

Preamble

First game is done and dusted!!
WE DID IT!
Looking back at the past seven months, I would have never known that I would make it till last saturday to start the game for such an awesome club.
I think i really thrive on positive reinforcement and I only have my teamates to thank for their generous showers of positivity towards my direction
Praise me, pat me on my back, rub my shoulders, give me a touch, smile at me, talk to me.
Elixirs that keeps me going despite that bitch of a knee and lungs that gasp for air after a short sprint- making me sound like an ashmatic rhino on the field for the most parts of the game.

Although this is only the start, you know what they say.
A good start is half the job done!
(but then they also say it isn't over till it's over??)
okay, cynical self aside I can't wait till the next game!
I figured although the dress may not fit perfectly now, im sure i'll grow into it in time.
I shall not waste time moping and thinking about negative stuff
But In the meantime, i'll be on autopilot in school. (ugh!)

Best advice I've heard so far:
"Heros are not made overnight. Play fearlessly and play with your instinct. The rest will come with time."
Amen to that!

You have a calming effect over me.

22

Have you wanted something so much that you think about it all the time?
But when you finally get your hands on it, it is not what you thought it was?
Dismally, I think I may still need some time to fit into the dress of my dreams.
I need to shed some pounds, hem the length and alter the fit.
Ergo-Im not ready to wear the dress yet.


Anything that happens, happens.
Anything that, in happening causes something else to happen, causes something else to happen.
Anything that, in happening, causes itself to happen again, happens again.
- Douglas Adams

Dear left knee,
you and I are gonna have some serious issues if you do not stop giving up on me when i need you the most.
Just a few months and i'll fix you up i promise!
stay with me!

22

please let it be me?
pretty pretty please with a cherry on top!

Juke

Baby it's you!
You're the one i love.
You're the one i need.
You're the only one I see
Come on baby it's you!

Duh

The awkward moment when Wing is talking about some highly complex rugby move
and all i can picture in my head is my primeape friend.
It usually visits during new and unfamiliar drills- or when i am playing touch.
Other than that it just stays home.
But I am getting better though,
The monekey just shuffles on the spot now cause the cymbals are to heavy to be carrying out all the time, or so it says
Weakling.
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On a side note,
is anyone watching switched at birth on Starworld?
Its really quite a nice show plus you get to learn how to sign along the way.
This song closed one of the episodes and i really like it.
Have a listen:)



Stranger I've known you for so long
I found you lost with a compass in the fog
Stranger you know me too much
Illusionary-self had not be touched, until you

Humming Hallelujah in the dark
Whispered poems leave you to be
Humming Hallelujah in the night
The sun might rise, as sometimes does it fall

Hallelujah, hallelujah

Stranger you've followed me so far
Until the roads converged, as did the stars
Stranger the moon looks blue tonight
Your photo framed, raw within my mind, but not tonight

Humming Hallelujah in the dark
Whispered poems leave you to be
Humming Hallelujah in the night
The sun might rise, as sometimes does it fall

Hallelujah, hallelujah, hallelujah, hallelujah

Humming Hallelujah in the dark
Whispered poems leave you to be
Humming Hallelujah in the night
The sun might rise, as sometimes does it fall

Hallelujah

p.s: its saturday and im at home?! the stars must be aligned today!

Don't build your hopes to be let down

Every night she walks right in my dreams,
since i met her from the start.



MJ is the bee's knees.

or so you think

I cant get my mind off you.
Everytime I'm not with you, i feel uneasy and sad
Everytime i walk away from you, i count down to the day when i see you again
You are like this cancer that is spreading through my body- malignant but my cells still scream for you.
Why do you have this power over me?
I'm consumed!
but i love it <3

Ballerina, you must have seen her, dancing in the sand

A wonder and talent that is Elton John.



Why don't i hear such great songs playing on the airwaves anymore?

blanc

show me some emotion.
will you?