one last entry.

post MR500
drama drama drama
i missed my first race ever.
but not because i was careless, but because of the f-up organizers.
i got into the finals for my k1 clocking a surprizing timing of overall 2nd, even with months of not touching and seeing water.
so im quite motivated to train hard now, but after exams though
anyway, the organizers were so messed up that kai yan and i missed out k2 race.
i felt kinda bad cause she didnt managed to get into the k1 finals and i promised we'll get into the k2 finals and win something.
but we didnt even managed to race. so yeah
as an act of rebellion, i missed my k1 finals on sunday morning
i wont say it was the smartest thing to do, cause my captains were not really glad that i didnt wanna race.
but this race is not important to me at all, i WAS prepared to race, until that incident
not to mention, only 2 ppl made it to the finals(including me), so i was kinda bugged dwn by the lack of participation in the finals from my team.
Its NCC i guess.
i seriouslly believe that if i train real hard, i so can get my gold again
no curses.
OH! and i am the vice captain of the girl's team????
i dun think i am even qualified to lead the team
the thing is, the girls team is now made up of 4 ppl with a captain, a vice cap a quarter master and a member.
i seriouslly wonder why do we need so many ppl to lead 1 member?
im not complaining or anything.
but i am just very perplexed
i belive that the system can be twisted to fit the dynamics of the team.
haha! but hey man, i am vice captain!
almighty and powerful!
kiss my hand!

i saw this on Sarah's blog and i feel like doing it too. So here goes:
1. Beer: Tiger
2. Food: Pau
3. Relationships: Friends
4. Your crush: Roger Federer
5. Power Rangers: Alvin
6. Life: is great
7. The President: Indian
8. Yummy: Mr bean
9. Cars: Toyota Rush
10. Movies: Coming soon(scariest movie in a long time)
11. Halloween: Pumpkins
12. Sex: Dunno?
13. Religion: Jacqueline-ism
14. Hate: No one-now
15. Fear: Worms
16. Marriage: Gina
17. Blondes: Britney spears
18. Slippers: Reef( i have 3 pairs of the same shell studded reef slippers in diff colours)
19. Shoes: Nike lunar trainer
20. Asians: Are short
21. Pass time: TV TV TV TV TV TV
22. One night stand: havent had one
23. My cell phone: is boring. but its but a phone
24. Smoke: Makes me choke badly
25. Fantasy: Island
26. College: NIE.
27. High school life: Zac Efron
28. Pajamas: Baby blue cotton PESS tee
29. Stars: The orion's belt
30. Center: of a circle???
31. Alcohol: I dun like
32. The word love: Is very strange to me right now.
33. Friends: Chandler BING
34. Money: Not enough
35. Heartache: I am a first aider
36. Time: to train hard for real
37. Divorce: never ever
38. Dogs: Golden retriever
39. Undies: if only nike made those
40. Parents: Airport
41. Babies: cute and red.
42. Ex: exercise
43. Song: I'm yours- jason mraz
44. Color: Red
45. Weddings: Gina
46. Pizza: Hawaiian
47. Hangout: Tampines mall
48. Rest: Tired
49. Goal: I suck at soccer, but im taking it next sem!!!
50. Inspiration: Ms Lim Ling Min

okay! catch ya after exams.

i'll be back... when i am back

see ya people after my damn exams
oh.
im not a member after all
awesome.....

MR500

walau.
die la

wish me luck anyway

Happy birthday mummy!

its 640 and im still awake.
why is that so?

im supposed to be headed to the waters now, but i aint cause im so tired from all the thinking
i even changed out of my clothes which i originally have put on

i think there something really wrong with me.
i need some jolt
an awakening of some sort
something to shock me
make me carry on
i know its somewhere in there
i just dunno where and how much is left

could this be the result of years of deliberate practice and not play?
i quote john cote
i still love it though.
i realise i keep blamming factors other than myself
but the brutal fact is that i am the one making all the decisions i have made so far
pumping all that iron was just a way of escaping all these
if it makes me feel better?

i need a teacher
a coach
a guide
cause im just no good on my own
this cannot be the end
i know it isnt


but....
u get mt drift
fuck.
i dun even get my own drift


on a brighter note,
roger federer and gf are pregnant with a child
like finally!

oh yah.
happy birthday mum!
love ya to bits and pieces

pretty boring

i ve been living a damn boring week and hence i have nothing interesting to say about my life.
It's been basically eat, sleep, train. study and tv for me during this week of recess

im tryng to tie up the loose ends of my PE assignment now and panicking about Surf and Sweat that is going to take place in about 12 hours' time at Setosa
It was supposed to be a fun thing to do,
but my competitive partner, kumar is stressing me out cause he's aiming for the top 3spots

anyway, you may not believe it, but i'm hooked on this dumb ass Taiwanese drama called "they kiss again"

i still stand my ground on the claims like taiwanese actors cant act that well and the directors suck even more
but it was one day when i switched on channel 56 on cable and on came the second epi of the show, and after that episode, i was feeling a little bored
so waht the heck, i flipped open my laptop and search for it online
and the rest was history
im at a good episode 10 of 20 now, within a day. not bad huh?
the girl is stupid to the max who is married to a genius doctor
cant stand the girl esp when she pretends to stammer
like i have said, they cant act
i even heard she got the best female lead award in taiwan or smt?? huh??
but there's smt abt the nonchalant doctor/husband that kinda pulls me into watching more.
the male lead is not too bad. kinda convincing
i rmb watching him play another role as an ah kwa with ella of SHE
so yeah.
he's probably one of the rare ppl that can act la

aiyah got nothing to say already la
cant wait to get back to school and get things going again
meantime, wish me luck for Surf and sweat
hope i stay afloat on a surf board!!